Sunday, January 08, 2006, 7:29 PM
Am I ever going to feel like writing again?
8 Ball: Looks promising
What's wrong with me?
8 Ball: Ask me again
I couldn't get online all weekend because I'm obviously a dunce. And I tried to write; I wrote one paragraph. It took me 15 minutes. It wasn't very good, either, but I sat there and wrote it, which is more than I've done in months.
I feel a sense of promise for the year 2006. I feel like a car that's trying to start. I feel oomphs of optimism and heaps of scary negatism. Meanwhile, I'm still behind the 8 ball on life. I'm waiting for something.
I wish I knew what it was.